If you're going to love me, really really love me .... you need to love ALL of me.
Every facet of me.
The over-thinking me, the deeply feeling emotional me, the worrying over everything that can happen me, the crushed with anxiety me, the spiral down depression me, the normal happy me, the easy going me, the uptight me, the joking and pranking me, the fake smile and the real smile me.
The wearing my heart on my sleeve me, the over-trusting me, the give more chances than they deserve me, the trying to see the best in everyone me, the strong-willed take no crap me, the broken scarred parts of me, the childlike me, the cleaning frenzy mood me, the let the clean unfolded laundry mountain stay on the couch for 3 days me, the hardly eating during the day me, or the eat everything late at night me.
The me that's simple, yet complicated. The over analyzing me, the therapist for everyone me, the hold all my feelings inside me, the me that understands everyone-but herself not easily understood.
The shy me, the outgoing me, the speak through my eyes me, the panic attack at night me, the stop everything I have to write me, the me that many people vent to- but hardly vents herself, the me that is always on alert and on guard, the me that loves easily and loves hard, the me that doesn't open up to many, and very open with a select trusted few, the partly hidden away me, the very motherly me, the affectionate me, the quiet when I'm upset and hurt me, the talkative and sharing stories and experiences me, the over-protective me, the traumatized me, the Ptsd me, the insomnia me, the oversleeping till noon me, the very feminine girly me, the kindhearted me, the cold cut out of my life & don't look back me, the contradiction that is me, the chaotic parallel and perpendicular lines that is me, the insecure man me, the secure strong man me, the smart and silly me, the sensual me, the me that only you get to see behind closed doors, the bright light of me, the dark storms of me.
Everything that makes me- Me. The good, the positives, the negatives, the insecurities and complexities. Please love it all. Don't pick and choose parts you'll love.
Love the whole ball of the loveliest mess and chaos you've ever seen. Love me for all I encompass and possess. And I promise to love you for you-till no end. I'll love ALL of your facets just the same.
Anyone who finds this kind of love. Finding someone to truly genuinely love them for ALL that they are, not just the good parts, but the bad parts too .... is as lucky as the moon is to have found the night sky to shine brightly among the stars.
-©️ Abdullah _ A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.