THE SCARS YOU LEFT BEHIND.
I don't want to remember the scars you left
But every day they're stuck within my mind
There'll always be a little piece of you around.
Like a nightmare that doesn't fade in the morning.
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Because the scars you left behind cut deep
If i was to compare them to an ocean.
My lungs would burst as i reached its bed.
That's how far your abuse made me drown.
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Maybe I've now learnt to come up for air.
But the toxicity of your actions still haunts me.
My mind has these mental flashbacks all the time.
It's like although I've finally reached the surface
All that i have to greet me is a flood of acid rain
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Because the memories are probably more painful.
Replaying it over and over again every day.
Makes me relive each moment in high definition
It makes the wounds bleed once again.
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I've carried them with me since I was a child.
The bruises may have now faded away
But your fist feels like it's always approaching
My body still flinches every single time.
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I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive you.
But somehow i have to learn to move on.
I can't let you control my life forever.
Even though i still feel like that little child.
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THE SCARS YOU LEFT BEHIND.
#Abdullah
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